No wonder I’m so fucked up in the head. Since I was 14 people did nothing but prove to me how inadequate I am. They’d cheat on me, yell at me, throw me around, verbally abuse me, and yet I’m supposed to live my life daily brushing it off? No. That fucked me up. I’ve made mistakes and I’m doing my best to become a better person and learn from it, but will I ever be rewarded for any good deed I do? God damn, ill never be enough
(Source: idgafimawesome, via dcrum)