beauty is power; a smile is its sword.

Mind is just a clutter.

It’s 2:50 and I feel like its sooo early to be venting.. This day had been so shitty. I’m so stressed out over you. And idk why.. Yu don’t want me and even if yu did yu want her to. You keep going back and forth and now I feel like its just time for me to leave it alone.. I’ve done so so much for you. And yu just over look it.. I really don’t want to force myself to move on, but I have too.. I wish yu would just have some faith and conquer the world with me. But I’ve realized yu don’t have the same feelings as you once did.. I still hate mornings, because as soon as I open my eyes I think about you and I become weak. I look at myself crying every morning in the mirror.. Knowing I have to just let it go.. Hurts.. Bad.. I wish yu weren’t so mean to me.. I want you to be happy, and I tried so hard to be everything you needed.. I’m sorry I was a waist of your time.. Just please don’t forget about me.. My mind is so cluttered, I can’t even express everything I want to. Why do yu have this hold on me? I’m such a fool..